I Am Trying to Remember

Man saei mikonam faramoush nakonam

  • Pegah Ahangarani
  • Iran, Czech Republic
  • 2021
  • 16 min
  • World Premiere
  • IDFA Competition for Short Documentary

Pegah talks about Gholam, a man who’s not like her father, mother, uncles, or aunts, even though he’s always present at family gatherings. Gholam films these everyday scenes with his own camera. At the time, Pegah can’t imagine what the purpose of these films might be, but she’s happy to pose before the lens of this family friend, who she’s certainly very fond of.

It is as if Pegah, the film’s director and chief protagonist, is reading from a children’s book; as if we are looking over her shoulder at Gholam’s films of the family and the old photos. The large family radiates great warmth as we see them shoveling snow or just sitting around at home.

But then comes the chapter about Gholam and the Iranian revolution, heralding a plot twist in the story that comes to symbolize thousands of Pegahs and Gholams inside and outside Iran.


  • 16 min
  • color / black and white
  • DCP
  • Spoken languages: Farsi
  • Subtitles in: English
Pegah Ahangarani
kaveh farnam / Europe Media Nest
Pegah Ahangarani
Farahnaz Sharifi
Atena Mostaan Eshtiaghi

IDFA history

World Premiere
IDFA Competition for Short Documentary

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