How to Make a Pearl

  • Jason Hanasik
  • United States, United Kingdom
  • 2017
  • 22 min
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Because of his allergy to light, John Kapellas has spent the past 10 years living in darkness. In the seclusion of his home, he has found a creative outlet: with a flashlight on his baseball cap, he covers the walls with meticulous drawings of circular patterns.

In voice-over, he talks about his turbulent past, which took him from family life to service in Vietnam and immersion in San Francisco's gay scene. Sun-drenched home videos poignantly capture the carefree times that were to end with the coming of AIDS. Kapellas talks about the friends he lost to the virus, and how cruelly the outside world sometimes reacted. The curious setting in the darkened room with its hallucinogenic drawings and the painfully contrasting archive footage produce a poetic portrayal of his inner life.

Kapellas compares his repetitive drawing in the dark with the approach of an oyster, which eases the irritation of a chafing grain of sand by gradually building up a layer of pearl, until the pain is gone.

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Credits

  • 22 min
  • color
  • DCP
Director
Jason Hanasik
Production
Jason Hanasik
Executive producer
Minette Nelson, Charlie Phillips for The Guardian
Cinematography
Jason Hanasik
Editing
Jason Hanasik
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IDFA history

2017
International Premiere

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