• Oeke Hoogendijk
  • Netherlands
  • 2021
  • 71 min
  • World Premiere
  • Envision Competition

Lous, the mother of filmmaker Oeke Hoogendijk, hasn’t left the house for decades. She has a recurring nightmare in which she doesn’t know how to get home, just like the day when as a Jewish girl she was deported.

Scenes which at first sight seem very ordinary—an elderly woman in a living room watching television with her cat—gradually develop into the troubling portrait of an astute woman who has to live each day with the Holocaust as her housemate. Even the Christmas tree, which makes her as happy as a child, still reminds her of the Westerbork concentration camp.

Through their tragicomic telephone conversations and a web camera in the living room, Oeke brings us exceptionally close to her mother. She opens up to us completely, showing her sadness as well as her sharp sense of humor. The filmmaker maintains this clever balance thanks to delicate editing, interspersing her mother’s camp memories with the joys of a TV travel program and the calming effects of house music.

Nominated for the IDFA Award for Best Dutch Film


  • 71 min
  • color
  • DCP
  • Spoken languages: Dutch
  • Subtitles in: English
Oeke Hoogendijk
Frank van den Engel for Discours Film, Oeke Hoogendijk for Discours Film
Executive producer
Bernet Crucq for Discours Film
Sander Snoep, Jet Homoet, Oeke Hoogendijk
Katharina Wartena

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World Premiere
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